I Love Her

All the feeling I have on her still being stone in my heart. I still can`t find the right words to tell her how much I love her. God knows how deeply I truly love her. But, till now I ain`t got any answer from her. Doesn’t she know how much love her. What else can I do to show her my love?
We suppose to meet the other day. But she can’t make it. A day after that, I have the chance to meet her. I don’t want to lose the only chance I have. She come to me, she very shy at the beginning. Cant mention how happy I am when finally got to meet her. But it won’t last long. I have other thing to do. So we have set up some other time to meet again. I can’t wait to meet her again. But it all ain’t happen that night. I’m a bit disappointed with that. So I take some time alone in a quiet place. After few hours, I drive back home. And hoping tomorrow will be a better day.
Today I really feel alone. She never likes this before. We always contact each other. But after the day we met, she always said that she is busy with something. And she never answer my call neither my text. Why she suddenly be like this. I understand if she busy with her stuff. But it’s been days now. I really miss her.
We promise to meet tonight. I’m looking forward to that. After I have done with my work. I went to her house directly even workplace is far from her house. I want to meet her first. I wait near her house. I tried to call her. But she ain’t answering. Dozens time I called her. But still ain’t no answer. So I wait more. Finally she sent me a message. She said she busy that why she can’t answer my call. I wonder, is she knows where I am now. After that, she said she has to finish her work. So that my answer for tonight. I didn’t tell her that I wait for her in that restaurant for an hour. I don’t want her to feel guilty or being force to meet me. So I take my way home. I’m really disappointed. I feel like I’m doesn’t mean anything to her. I’m nobody. Maybe it’s just me who want this relationship. Maybe I should take back my step. I don’t want to disturb her no more. But I will still love her forever.

Love Sacrifice

Love sometime does hurt. But why do I easily fall in love with her. Even though I just know her in a few days only. I still don`t know anything about her yet. I began to like her since the first time I saw her. Then, I started to love her. I don`t know why does I feel like this.
When I`m with her, I`m willing to do anything just for her. Whatever she said, I will do it instantly. I don`t care if hundreds of my money waste on her. I don`t care how much my phone bill are. As long she happy, I will sacrifice it all.
But, I`m still feels afraid. I`m too scared to tell her about my feeling on her. I`m too afraid that she will not accept the feeling that I have on her. I tried to tell her. But never got the right words. I also tried to show that I love her. But I don`t know whether she understand it or not.
The first time we got to know each other. She manages to make me smiling and laugh again. She is like angel from heaven. She has a pure white skin and a beautiful smile. What a gorgeous smile she has. I can’t stop dreaming about her. Every night I will call her to listen to her voice. Never want to a miss even for a night.
But, for some reason, I feel like she has another guy in her life. It’s really make me depressed thinking about it. So, I`ve make my decision. I will hold my feeling on her. But I will wait her forever because I’m too in love with her. But if it’s really true that she belong to someone else. I have to respect that and accept the fact she`s not mine.

Appreciate The Person We Love

When we love someone
We must treat them nicely
Doesn’t matter
If we have treat them for one whole day
But how did they treating us back?

When we love someone
We willing to sacrifice everything that we got
Willing to fulfil all of their hope
But , when we ask to do something
They always give us excuses
It`s ok, maybe the sacrifice is too hard for them

When we love someone
We will do anything as long as they are happy
When they are happy
We also happy
We will feel like we are the most happy person in the world
But people change
Sometimes they all happy
Sometimes they all not

When we love someone
We must show how much we truly love them
How much we care about them
We don’t want they to feel lonely
Even for a minute
But they never show how much they love us
It`s ok, maybe they not ready to show it yet

When we love someone
We will not argue with them
We will not hurt their feelings
But even we have admit our faults
They still mad at us
It`s ok, maybe they having a bad day

When we love someone
We will always think about them
Whatever we did we must think about them first
But they never think about us
It`s ok, maybe one day they will think about us

When we love someone
We will never leave them
Don`t want to leave them
Even for a minute
Trying very hard to be always by their side
But they easily leave us alone
Sometimes it feel s like we doesn’t matter at all to them
Wonder what will happen if we are not here anymore

When we love someone
We will not kept any secrets from them
We will be totally honest to them
But when we ask something about them
They won`t tell us anything
They even get mad only because want kept it all secrets
It`s ok, maybe they still can`t give us their trust yet

When we love someone
We will sacrifice anything
Including our love to them
As long they are happy
Even though we too love them
And don`t want to lost them
But do they know
All the sacrifice we make?

When we has left them forever
They come to visit us at our grave
And they said they are totally sorry
Sorry because never treat us well before
Sorry because they have give us many problems before
Sorry because never think about us
Sorry because always kept us waiting
Sorry because always kept secrets from us
Sorry because never realise all the sacrifice we have done before

When we has left them forever
They come and said their sorry
When we really love someone
No matter what have they done
We will always forgive them
Now we has left the world forever
Hope they will be happy without us
Even though we have left them
We will always love them forever
No matter what happens.

First Love

Love
How wonderful when we are in love
Can`t even describe how wonderful it is
I fell in love with her
Words cannot express how happy I am
But I`m still afraid about this feeling

Love
How wonderful when we are in love
Everything will turn up side down
I can`t stop thinking about her
Her face will pop up everywhere
When I`m eating
When I`m having a shower
Even in my sleep
I try to do my best for her
But why does it still feel like it is not good enough

Love
When we are in love
No matter how hard we run from it
It will keep getting stronger each day
I don’t know why I love her this much
Does she know what my feelings are right now
Why she still not giving me any answer
Doesn`t matter
I love her with all my heart
That`s what matter
Love
When we are in love
There will be lots of test we to get through
It`s for the good of the relationship
Depends whether we want to take it in a good way
Or one way another

Love
When we are in love
There`s lot to be learned
When I was with her
I`m happy
I love to see her face
I love talking to her
I love joking with her
I love looking at her smile
How sweet she was when she smile
But I don’t know
I`m really confuse
What really are between us

Love
When we are in love
We will feel a new feeling
A feeling that we never be felt before
When we have accepted the love
We will always be happy with the person we love

Love
When we are in love
We will be happy always
But why there still a sad feeling in me
I pray to God
Is this really my true love
If it is, thank you God

Love
When we are in love
There`s no other feeling more greater than being loved
Sometimes, our love are with someone else
More worst, if the love betrayed our self
It`s really hurts when it does happen
I`ve felt it before
Today, I know she`s not mine
She belong to someone else
No matter how deep is my love to her
I have to accept the fact
I have to respect her
I will love her forever.